Katja Lutz ~ katywings on Nostr: As my life savings are reaching the deadline, next year will decide, if I can ...
As my life savings are reaching the deadline, next year will decide, if I can continue working on my dreams and thus living a fulfilling life, being the human I wanna be on this earth, or if my soul shall find a new form.
It's hard to find motivating words after watching my loved ones wandering for years from one cancer to the next one, mixed with strokes and pneumonia, coupled with my own illness phantosmia, destroying my life non-stop, almost daily since ten years. I just hope that the negative karma my bloodline must have stacked in the past, finally will be resolved next year and that the pain will end. Writing this while the most important human in my life is laying in the next room with another pneomonia, ill since christmas.
Good god there exists Nostr, where disturbing texts like this can be published without directly being reported to big brother psychiatry.
I wish the true freedom lovers here all the best for next year, and for those who also are in lots of pain, that it goes to the devil it came from.
It's hard to find motivating words after watching my loved ones wandering for years from one cancer to the next one, mixed with strokes and pneumonia, coupled with my own illness phantosmia, destroying my life non-stop, almost daily since ten years. I just hope that the negative karma my bloodline must have stacked in the past, finally will be resolved next year and that the pain will end. Writing this while the most important human in my life is laying in the next room with another pneomonia, ill since christmas.
Good god there exists Nostr, where disturbing texts like this can be published without directly being reported to big brother psychiatry.
I wish the true freedom lovers here all the best for next year, and for those who also are in lots of pain, that it goes to the devil it came from.