ninja8tyu on Nostr: ngl i feel like it's never gonna sit with me right that i'm kinda just supposed to ...

ngl i feel like it's never gonna sit with me right that i'm kinda just supposed to take god at his word and his decisions as reality and true good

if i had done that with anyone in my life, with how many people had done that, i would've been way worse off than i am now

no matter what, i literally cannot actually get into this more than it's just meaningless happenings that people have associated value to more than it has inherent value in of itself