ÐÆV 🇮🇹 🇷🇺 on Nostr: 1. It's completely foreign to me. The parallel you traverse. I can only read what/how ...
1. It's completely foreign to me. The parallel you traverse. I can only read what/how you write. And perceive it as me, as I'm not you. But I wasn't raised surrounded at ALL by your introspective ways. Let alone, introspection spoken/type form extrovertedly. It piques interest.
2. I can't even grasp the methods by which you try to journey through your own mind. Trying to feel every part of you work together, perceive a slight insynchronicity- and try to seek answers on how to align any you might find. Your approach is also foreign to me. These conceptualities didn't even arrive in me until I was about 21 years of age. But again, without an environment around me to support/nurture that type of way of experiencing myself, fostering a channel towsrds it - it got lost quickly as life at that point ramps up (purposefully) and any time on figuring out your being and "right place" takes a back seat to immediate physical needs? Or at least perceived needs.
3. Your ability to prioritize how a better you can affect those around you and how those around you in turn affect the construction of a better you is nothing actually new. It's kind of biblical in origin. But to actively wear it on your sleeve is refreshing. Many people these days like to think of themselves a certain way, and sort of hone in on behaviourisms that portray that image to their peers or acquaintances or even strangers. Sometimes though, it just feels disingenuous. Like they are guarded in their delivery of themselves (if that makes sense to you? It's only my lived experience and intuition I can work with). Surely enough though on a long enough timeline, I'm usually proven accurate in that assessment. I've never met you, though I have heard your voice. It's almost inspiring how different your air vibrates within me as my senses extract any information I can from your messaging, demeanor, behaviour, etc. It hits that frequency within us, we all have it I would assume, it's just some don't tend to trust themselves (insecurity) and ignore it. But every truth rings on a different frequency within me than does disingenuousness/insincerity. And with you, as odd as it sounds as I don't even really know you and I'm sure you're constructed of much more than I can attain through this medium of info exchange- I just trust you. Through and through. I would actually trust you as a stranger IRL.
There is more to it. As days, weeks and months and hopefully years pass on, I look forward to being able to follow your journey. I'll add in as we move forward.
🙏
2. I can't even grasp the methods by which you try to journey through your own mind. Trying to feel every part of you work together, perceive a slight insynchronicity- and try to seek answers on how to align any you might find. Your approach is also foreign to me. These conceptualities didn't even arrive in me until I was about 21 years of age. But again, without an environment around me to support/nurture that type of way of experiencing myself, fostering a channel towsrds it - it got lost quickly as life at that point ramps up (purposefully) and any time on figuring out your being and "right place" takes a back seat to immediate physical needs? Or at least perceived needs.
3. Your ability to prioritize how a better you can affect those around you and how those around you in turn affect the construction of a better you is nothing actually new. It's kind of biblical in origin. But to actively wear it on your sleeve is refreshing. Many people these days like to think of themselves a certain way, and sort of hone in on behaviourisms that portray that image to their peers or acquaintances or even strangers. Sometimes though, it just feels disingenuous. Like they are guarded in their delivery of themselves (if that makes sense to you? It's only my lived experience and intuition I can work with). Surely enough though on a long enough timeline, I'm usually proven accurate in that assessment. I've never met you, though I have heard your voice. It's almost inspiring how different your air vibrates within me as my senses extract any information I can from your messaging, demeanor, behaviour, etc. It hits that frequency within us, we all have it I would assume, it's just some don't tend to trust themselves (insecurity) and ignore it. But every truth rings on a different frequency within me than does disingenuousness/insincerity. And with you, as odd as it sounds as I don't even really know you and I'm sure you're constructed of much more than I can attain through this medium of info exchange- I just trust you. Through and through. I would actually trust you as a stranger IRL.
There is more to it. As days, weeks and months and hopefully years pass on, I look forward to being able to follow your journey. I'll add in as we move forward.
🙏