helen on Nostr: i used to get annoyed at people and their egoic pursuits. i would lash out at them ...

i used to get annoyed at people and their egoic pursuits. i would lash out at them and question why SUCCESS and recognition mattered so much.

i now see this attack was an egoic pursuit itself. i was all too "proud" of letting go of a traditional form of success and quietly fearful i was on the wrong path.

now good for you or i'm sorry that happened; i seek measurement in time well spent.