mer's pizza, mer's world on Nostr: I wanna say, as someone raised in a farmhouse full of tools, trash and scrap when ...

I wanna say, as someone raised in a farmhouse full of tools, trash and scrap
when stimulants make me enter goblin mode and I pace around the flat digging in every sstorage box for just some raw material because I’m trying to build something and I’m short just a short stick or a bit of pvc pipe feels like I’m a zoo animal in an enclosure with insufficient enrichment