Paradoxical_Inquery on Nostr: I did it I hated every second I felt so weird But everyone hung on every word It was ...

I did it

I hated every second

I felt so weird

But everyone hung on every word

It was so deep to them

I didn't say half of what I wanted to

I botched the whole thing

I was the only speaker

I almost backed out until her mom told me no one else was speaking and I couldn't just let it go especially after the promise

She really had this whole plan for her death
And it was falling apart

Her parents decided to cremate her against her wishes

She wanted everyone to take selfies with her corpse and people were afraid of that

She wanted a big party but people were being hesitant