Sid🎨 on Nostr: I'm very hurt in thinking back and realizing things about our relationship She always ...

I'm very hurt in thinking back and realizing things about our relationship

She always told me she felt like I was tallying up how much sex we were having, but the truth is that she was the one making tally marks. She wanted to know how much time each encounter would buy her. How much time could she spend free from my attentions

Which makes me feel like a monster and an undesirable creep. But she didn't tell me