Thorwegian on Nostr: I think what happened four years ago is that my spirit was broken. My determination ...

I think what happened four years ago is that my spirit was broken. My determination wasn't strong to begin with, because life never quite managed to convince me that fighting was worth it. But it received a serious blow four years ago and I've been cast aside and jobless since. Doesn't really help much to talk about it. No one will be coming to help. But I don't have the determination for much else.