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I have felt so undesired and undesirable for so long. I felt so guilty when I broke down and cried and told her how hurt I was by the lack of any affection from her. I felt terrible having to even say it.
That's what kicked all this off. She said she didn't want to hurt me anymore. I just want someone to hold me and feel like they mean it.
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