yoniji on Nostr: i am 4 years single now with 1 friend who lives far away... no luck with the ladies ...

i am 4 years single now with 1 friend who lives far away... no luck with the ladies either. spoke to one woman gave her my number. she never called. i realized i literally have to speak to every girl i see that i remotely find interesting to have a chance to meet someone. traveling alone as a man is super lonely. nobody even asks me anything. a 75 year old just asked me what my bike is all about. my youtube exploded and girls were starting to get interested then youtube gave me a massive deboost even with 500 likes 2 dislikes kind of ratios per video. life is hard... everybody has different struggles. even with spiritual awaking being alone a lot sucks... be nice to people because everybody is going through stuff. met a foreigner backpacking much worse of then me. asked him what he needed. he wanted some spare to buy a sandwich. gave him 25 euro what i had in my pocket.