ଘ darling daughter ੭ on Nostr: i realize how i censor myself saying it was abuse instead of rape. i'm obviously ...

i realize how i censor myself saying it was abuse instead of rape. i'm obviously referring to rape and most people i told (3, haha) understood that, but i still use “abuse” because it sounds less harsh, it sounds more… tasteful to say. Why should i have an acceptable, tasteful way to tell that? Is there an unacceptable way? My way is not acceptable. I masturbate thinking about pedophiles. I'm sick.