Mosquito Kisser on Nostr: its a weird penomymon. I do things to move ahead in life and then I feel crushing ...
its a weird penomymon. I do things to move ahead in life and then I feel crushing weight of it all like "damn, i'm really doing all this..." and then if I don't do anything its like "i'm a worthless nigger".
So the evil nigger in my head doesn't magically disappear but just comes in different forms. Who is this nigger and who do I find him and how do I kill him
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