~vidak :emacs: on Nostr: i have no idea where i am going to get this so-called self worth or self esteem from, ...
i have no idea where i am going to get this so-called self worth or self esteem from, but i am surely going to have to get it somehow.
why is this world so cruel in the most ironic way?
i simply wish not to be so cripplingly lonely--but it seems that this is what i must be.
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