Farah ✨ on Nostr: I’m not proud of it, but I think about a lot what my reaction would be when my ...

I’m not proud of it, but I think about a lot what my reaction would be when my parents will die. I think I’ll cry about my mother but I don’t think I’ll do it for my father. It doesn’t make me feel guilty though. Cause I fully believe he brought that on himself

I guess I’m more worried about outside people’s reaction to my would be non-reaction. I think they’ll judge me something harsh - cold, bad daughter etc etc. But they don’t know what I know or how he treated me. So… I guess their opinions don’t matter? #childhoodTrauma