lagunaselkie on Nostr: I am not religious, in truth I am quietly wild.…. But for some reason I have always ...
I am not religious, in truth I am quietly wild.…. But for some reason I have always known Jesus Christ, by instinct I suppose, I have never felt judged by him as I have heard others claim they feel…nor have I ever felt alone or abandoned by him especially in moments of deep grief.
I realize the gifts of the spirit as spoken of in the scriptures must include faith as I do not struggle with mine. It has always been him as my only source of any relief or comfort for I do not drink to numb things or use mind altering substances.
In my darkest moments I cry out to Jesus Christ.
I cried out to him when I miscarried my first child…I cried out to him when my son was born 3 months premature and I could not even hold him in my arms for 10 days as he was in a special incubator …I cried out to him when my husband who was only 30 years old was killed in a car accident leaving me and our two little boys behind…I cried out to him when my dear friend disappeared in 2021 the San Diego desert and was found murdered 45 days later…
I have known sadness…But Jesus is always here… he wrapped me in a safe blanket and comforted me in a way I cannot comprehend during those moments of pain so deep.
I cannot deny his existence nor will I hide my trust and love for him.
He is my the first to hear my voice in the morning, and the last as I close my eyes at night.
‘How great thou art’
#jesus #gratitude #nostr #community
I realize the gifts of the spirit as spoken of in the scriptures must include faith as I do not struggle with mine. It has always been him as my only source of any relief or comfort for I do not drink to numb things or use mind altering substances.
In my darkest moments I cry out to Jesus Christ.
I cried out to him when I miscarried my first child…I cried out to him when my son was born 3 months premature and I could not even hold him in my arms for 10 days as he was in a special incubator …I cried out to him when my husband who was only 30 years old was killed in a car accident leaving me and our two little boys behind…I cried out to him when my dear friend disappeared in 2021 the San Diego desert and was found murdered 45 days later…
I have known sadness…But Jesus is always here… he wrapped me in a safe blanket and comforted me in a way I cannot comprehend during those moments of pain so deep.
I cannot deny his existence nor will I hide my trust and love for him.
He is my the first to hear my voice in the morning, and the last as I close my eyes at night.
‘How great thou art’
#jesus #gratitude #nostr #community