Nullstring 🏴☠️ on Nostr: im so nervous about them coming home. i got used to it not being fun or exciting or ...
im so nervous about them coming home. i got used to it not being fun or exciting or feeling good really i think. things have been so different lately, ive gotten my hopes up in such a weird way about this. i feel nervous like before a first date. which could otherwise feel good i guess. my confidence feels shook, but it shouldnt!
i did so much, i did shit she will never notice, i decided i wanted to do shit to make them feel loved and valued when they got back and i did that to the nines.
i took care of everything that could be taken care of, and made plans to take care of some more, handled. im fitter and hotter than shes ever seen me. i make so much capitalism bucks she feel like she dont even need to work, and enjoys it. i try to understand and talk about my feelings. im striving real hard to be better all the time. half of me thinks im full of shit but the other half of me sees me and knows that, if i were someone concerned about identifying a real motherfucker, id see me as a real fuckin catch.
who else is this thoughtful, who else is this determined to change for the better, who else is this ride or die, who else has always put it in and risen to every single standard? who?! **LET ME SEE THEM**, ***BRING THEM TO ME!*** #
YOU CANT!because thats me. it is me. *it is only me.*
i did so much, i did shit she will never notice, i decided i wanted to do shit to make them feel loved and valued when they got back and i did that to the nines.
i took care of everything that could be taken care of, and made plans to take care of some more, handled. im fitter and hotter than shes ever seen me. i make so much capitalism bucks she feel like she dont even need to work, and enjoys it. i try to understand and talk about my feelings. im striving real hard to be better all the time. half of me thinks im full of shit but the other half of me sees me and knows that, if i were someone concerned about identifying a real motherfucker, id see me as a real fuckin catch.
who else is this thoughtful, who else is this determined to change for the better, who else is this ride or die, who else has always put it in and risen to every single standard? who?! **LET ME SEE THEM**, ***BRING THEM TO ME!*** #
YOU CANT!because thats me. it is me. *it is only me.*