opal hart on Nostr: been without electricity for over a week, couldn't pay the VPS i had for volatile ...

been without electricity for over a week, couldn't pay the VPS i had for volatile xmpp, it's hard to get the help i need from my social worker, and i have had to shoplift a bunch this year just to eat

i barely feel alive lately. everything i ask for (donations, help, a job that doesn't make me want to kill myself) falls on deaf ears. i'm upset if this is how the world really thinks i deserve to be treated