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SUPERMAX
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2024-12-26 17:45:10

SUPERMAX on Nostr: Ignore this note; no need to engage please. keep scrolling thank you ☺ I think ...

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I think about Sara a lot as of late


I was 17. We went to high school together. We both liked each other, but at different times; because I'm a Man & I'm an idiot.
1) She liked me, I didn't realize it.
2) I liked her, she didn't like me
3) She liked me again (due to first part of #2), but I started dating a friend of hers (due to second part #2)
4) we talked about it after some time past, but didn't wanna date because I dated a friend of hers, understandable.
Her friend told me after that she still has feelings for me and wanted to date me, badly.
There has been many woman who've had feelings for me, which is absolutely baffling, only knowing after the fact. But no one like Sara.

She is exceptionally smart, very pretty, surprisingly humorous. We had a real genuine friendship as one should before you start dating.
We had compatible lives; compatible close friends, different but similar hobbies, similar vacation homes, political views, life views, etc. With just enough differences to balance each other out. I learned a lot from her. Glad she helped me pass AP govt. lol
She had some beautiful dumb blonde moments lols, but I always caught her and saved her from those moments; I'm used to that💜
Our parents both really enjoyed each other. Both entreprenuers, different but compatible hobbies, successful & growing businesses, same compatible lives if they ever became in-laws. The look on my parents face when they saw us together; I can't remove that image from my memory; pure bliss of the face saying to their son, "Go on go get her!😄". Sara was always my Moms favorite, and they even hung out together, just the two of them; they enjoyed each other so much! (Again as becoming a Man, I saw this but it didn't "click").
Everyone in my family loved her, and told me to date her, Sara just sat there, smiling, as if she's waiting for me to sweep her off her feet.

We graduated & even went to the same university. We still had feelings for each other, but I was dating the same girl; just going through the motions. She was fine with me going right into the trades after HS, current girlfriend at the time was not.
She wanted to throw me a birthday party that fall freshman year, but I declined; didn't wanna burden her (again, an idiot move).
We just saw each other infrequently after that.

We've seen each other a few times through the years, wishing each other well. I did something freshman year at uni, that all of us would applaud here in Bitcoin & on Nostr, but normies wouldn't, and clearly didn't. I've messaged her from time to time, with no response. I understand. Probably changed numbers.

As we both have changed, hopefully for the better, I'm Pretty sure she's still single today, which is surprising how much of a catch she is for someone. I do hope she's married with kids by now, enjoying her life. If not, I hope she's still doing very well.

I have no regrets in life, but I do see how I missed out on what I've dreamed of having; married with kids before 20. She is definitely wife material, and she knew it. I guess I'm the dumb blonde after all.

I recently had a dream about her;
Me walking along the streets of our uni, just traveling alone. I felt my parents and her presence behind me, and sure enough they said "Hey SUPERMAX!" I turned around & saw her with my parents. She was walking on crutches. I immediately ran to help her walk, and all four of us went to dinner. We sat down and we all got a picture together, I could tell this was the start of my new life, immediately started thinking of what I need to do to support her and start our family. I said "don't worry I have enough savings we'll be fine, I have Bitcoin income." She smiled, knowing she didn't know what that really meant, but knew she was going to be just fine.

I woke up.

Dreams are weird.



She'll never see this note. Good. Y'all don't know me, nor even who I'm talking about. I'll prob burn these keys at some point anyway.

Like many of us have said, and why we're here with our priv keys to our Bitcoin and Nostr npubs; we seek Truth and truth only, and most importantly, go after it, as our gut tells us so; reverberating in our bones as verification we're on the right path.
Never hesitate, and if we do, then it was for a good reason.
I'd still be on the same journey I am today with y'all. I do wish I had listened better to myself back then. I was always and still am the independant freedom mindset being, and most don't like that.
It'd just be nice to have her, or someone like her at my side on this journey.

If you don't have one, Go get your Sara.



Hope you're doing well Sara💜
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