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"content": "well then apologies because I'm functionally a coward. All I've been doing with this is a result of having 0 willpower/desire to live \u0026 still needing to function. A single doubt is able to paralyze me when I enter a depressive cycle \u0026 lock me in until I resolve it. That's why I said above I could talk about it but was unwilling to debate yet. I need something more tangible than my experience to prevent doubt from entering since I'm constantly worried about whether I'm deluding myself since I know white people are prone to savior complexes \u0026 this project of mine is at a minimum in an adjacent genre.",
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