Leonard/Janis Robert König on Nostr: Why am I so dumb. The world around me is literally full of little servings of ...
Why am I so dumb. The world around me is literally full of little servings of endorphins and my idiot ass is skilfully navigating a way around every piece of it. It's not darkness, it's all light around me but I manage to still stay in the shadows.
Why am I doing what I'm doing? What is my body like this?
At least I haven't forgot how crying works. Now waiting for some emotional release to kick in.
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