Lizzy Fleckenstein :v_trans: :v_bi: on Nostr: even after quadruple checking that I really packed everything I need I still managed ...

even after quadruple checking that I really packed everything I need I still managed to fucking forget my backpack with my laptop at home when I went to the bus.
dad bailed me out by bringing it to me with the car, but that doesn't change the fact that I messed it up. will I ever be functional.
i just want to not mess up normal everyday things please why am I like this