Sophie 🎲🧩🏳️⚧️ on Nostr: Anyway for real the waiting is so disheartening. Adding up all the time puts it so ...
Anyway for real the waiting is so disheartening. Adding up all the time puts it so far in the future it feels to me like it’ll never happen.
I know the time will pass, logically I do know that, but like… it’s not going to pass for me. I’m going to live forever in a state of waiting and someday, someone else will be offered an appointment.
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