🌳 The Dandelion Grove 🌳 on Nostr: 🌰I feel so fucking ugly Or like I guess I’m like, maybe just a certain type of ...
🌰I feel so fucking ugly
Or like
I guess I’m like, maybe just a certain type of
Photogenic
Like
Photos only
That’s it
Only hot when confined to a 2D image
Because
The 3D
Maybe I’m too intimidating
…
Or maybe
Folx just find me hot, as I said
Only as an image
And not as anything to actually interact with
And certainly not anything to interact with in any way that would fulfill any of my needs
…
Gods fucking dammit
Why the fuck am I polyamorous
Why do I fucking still desire, yearn
…
What’s like, no-amorous?
I mean, I am aromantic
But like
I still desire connections
…
I wish I could just hermit it tbh
I so fucking wish I could hermit it
…
Hermits tho… it’s an illusion to believe that being a hermit is self sustaining
…
I wish I was in a community that held space for hermits
That’s more like it
So I can hide my I guess only hot in 2D self away
Keep the 3D away
And just…
Toss my 2D facsimiles down from a fucking mountain
For the 2D simps to simp
…
Cuz if that’s all they want from me
…
I wish I could sustain myself from just the 2D image
…
Heh, let’s be real
As if that’d sustain me
…
…
…
Being on the internet and in internet spaces was a fucking mistake godsdamn…
…
How do I exist away from the godsdamned webs tho…
Or like
I guess I’m like, maybe just a certain type of
Photogenic
Like
Photos only
That’s it
Only hot when confined to a 2D image
Because
The 3D
Maybe I’m too intimidating
…
Or maybe
Folx just find me hot, as I said
Only as an image
And not as anything to actually interact with
And certainly not anything to interact with in any way that would fulfill any of my needs
…
Gods fucking dammit
Why the fuck am I polyamorous
Why do I fucking still desire, yearn
…
What’s like, no-amorous?
I mean, I am aromantic
But like
I still desire connections
…
I wish I could just hermit it tbh
I so fucking wish I could hermit it
…
Hermits tho… it’s an illusion to believe that being a hermit is self sustaining
…
I wish I was in a community that held space for hermits
That’s more like it
So I can hide my I guess only hot in 2D self away
Keep the 3D away
And just…
Toss my 2D facsimiles down from a fucking mountain
For the 2D simps to simp
…
Cuz if that’s all they want from me
…
I wish I could sustain myself from just the 2D image
…
Heh, let’s be real
As if that’d sustain me
…
…
…
Being on the internet and in internet spaces was a fucking mistake godsdamn…
…
How do I exist away from the godsdamned webs tho…