WHO DIS B‽ᰔᩚ on Nostr: Being forced to forfeit my freedom because I’m not capable of doing what I use to. ...
Being forced to forfeit my freedom because I’m not capable of doing what I use to. Nothing I do is ever enough and I legitimately try. Not hard enough for people to extract value from me. I’m constantly manipulated by the same people I was taught to go to when I needed help.
Think I’ve wasted time right? Could’ve had it done? Sure, if we’re speaking in hypotheticals.
I’m legitimately mentally disabled under the law, it’s not an act.
It’s not the “drugs” I’m legally prescribed for my mental health that can’t get better under the unstable conditions/circumstances I’m in. I gladly own up to my mistakes and am open about my past. If that’s wrong, go fuck yourself if you’re sinless.
Since I’m not “smart” enough I’m not allowed to make any decisions.
I’m not allowed to set boundaries, not allowed to speak up for myself, or have a panic attack without being threatened with police.
There’s real life problems, I have to actually deal with besides fucking up a comma in a line.
Tired of complaining, I just want good things for my life. It’s been too many years of suffering/abuse just to be told I am never going to be “normal” enough to succeed in life.
I have a plan for my life, I’m willing to die for it. That’s the difference between wanting something and being born for it.
Talk to you plebs/nostriches if I’m not in a psych facility from a nervous breakdown or jail after turning myself in to get rid of a warrant I had no clue, I had even after multiple police interactions (when they could’ve arrested me).
Catch you on the flip side 🤙🏾
#twotearsinabucket #fuckit
Think I’ve wasted time right? Could’ve had it done? Sure, if we’re speaking in hypotheticals.
I’m legitimately mentally disabled under the law, it’s not an act.
It’s not the “drugs” I’m legally prescribed for my mental health that can’t get better under the unstable conditions/circumstances I’m in. I gladly own up to my mistakes and am open about my past. If that’s wrong, go fuck yourself if you’re sinless.
Since I’m not “smart” enough I’m not allowed to make any decisions.
I’m not allowed to set boundaries, not allowed to speak up for myself, or have a panic attack without being threatened with police.
There’s real life problems, I have to actually deal with besides fucking up a comma in a line.
Tired of complaining, I just want good things for my life. It’s been too many years of suffering/abuse just to be told I am never going to be “normal” enough to succeed in life.
I have a plan for my life, I’m willing to die for it. That’s the difference between wanting something and being born for it.
Talk to you plebs/nostriches if I’m not in a psych facility from a nervous breakdown or jail after turning myself in to get rid of a warrant I had no clue, I had even after multiple police interactions (when they could’ve arrested me).
Catch you on the flip side 🤙🏾
#twotearsinabucket #fuckit