Traditions TLC on Nostr: Some black man teaches orientation and flat out publicly shamed me in front of the ...

Some black man teaches orientation and flat out publicly shamed me in front of the entire class; she must be giving blow jobs, when referring to me. He also called me stupid for being a girl after asking a simple question. I later called that man a nigger. I didn't call it to his face, but I said it in front of another black man as I was expressing my outrage. Of course whom and why was the one who heard me say "nigger" offended. NOT BY THE TEACHERS SEXUAL HARASSMENT OR BY GIRL SHAMING ME. OHHHHH NO OF COURSE NOT. He was offended that I called (not him), but the black man who basically said I was a dumb prostitute a nigger.

I'm not a racist person. However it's not even close to being acceptable to call a woman a dumb prostitute and publicly shaming her and not expect some hatred back in your fucking face.

I don't regret calling that black man a nigger because I do hate his derogatory sexist towards me, BUT I DID APOLOGIZE FOR SAYING IT IN FRONT OF ANOTHER BLACK MAN.

Point is, can I have hatred towards one black man and mean it when I call him a nigger without directing the hatred to the entire black community?