leila :verifiedtrans::verifiedsapphic: on Nostr: I sometimes wonder if I project the hatred and trauma I have from these two onto ...
I sometimes wonder if I project the hatred and trauma I have from these two onto myself, causing me to just keep that weird mechanism of “turning into her” running, and making every passing day a depressing mess of hating myself.
I don’t want to be like the people who hurt me and my friends the most.
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