Ellia Ivy McLeod on Nostr: Fuck I'm so sad right now. 2017 till now seems like a fever dream and I just can't ...
Fuck I'm so sad right now. 2017 till now seems like a fever dream and I just can't shake a feeling of dread I've had for so long now. I'm jealous of people that get to live one continuous life building upon each memory with the next. I miss so many things about my previous life, I wish coming out hadn't built such a wall separating then from now. I gave up and lost so much and at times the pain is debilitating.
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