Goog on Nostr: I went back to the house I grew up at today. It's not far 40 minutes from where I ...

I went back to the house I grew up at today. It's not far 40 minutes from where I live. I went to water some potted plants outside for my mom. It's down a long driveway in the woods were you can't see the neighbors. I love being there alone. I loved growing up there. While I was there I felt no inclination to want to "make a lot of money as an adult"

I didn't realize that to be in surroundings like that as an adult I would either have to do what my parents did which was buy property an hour from their parents where land was more affordable and build their own house (Not have it built, build it themselves). Or make a lot of money.

I'm on a trajectory thanks to Bitcoin to be able to live in a remote setting and not have to sacrifice being far from my family who I love. But in the mean time I live in a town. When I visit my moms property it makes my heart hurt when I leave because of how much It reminds me that I yearn to be at peace in the woods again. That when I'm their I feel content.