bent on Nostr: I'm getting married on Saturday. Of the 40 guests, 3 are family and 4 are friends. I ...

I'm getting married on Saturday. Of the 40 guests, 3 are family and 4 are friends. I invited no fewer than twice as many.

The entire time I have been made to feel like I'm putting them out - like I'm doing something wrong by wanting them at my wedding (which admittedly, by necessity, is as close to my immediate family as we could get - but still just a couple hours drive).

I don't feel like celebrating.