PossumMachine on Nostr: To be honest drawing isn't about number shit or self-esteem at all, It's addiction, ...

To be honest drawing isn't about number shit or self-esteem at all, It's addiction, you can't quit it either you're good at it or not just like how smoking works. It's just feel good... Drawing smth, feeling joyful and got horny, do masturbate - is irresistible dopamine cycle, that you'll never find loophole
Getting number, being influence, be commercial is a way different story. Drawing is drawing, and you cannot escape from it