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2024-11-05 19:04:21

The Frequency of Life

“The Frequency of Life”

At first, this phrase sounded mysterious, almost abstract, as if it linked a digital currency to the very rhythm of life. Yet, over time, this concept has come to symbolize my journey of self-discovery, resilience, and transformation. For me, Bitcoin is more than just technology or investment; it’s a philosophy, a frequency that has guided me toward true freedom and helped me reimagine my life’s purpose.

Uncovering Family Secrets and Redefining My Identity

My journey began with a painful family secret that upended everything I thought I knew. The discovery that I was adopted shook my identity to the core. For years, I had felt a subtle but unrelenting control within my family, primarily from my stepfather, whose influence shaped much of my childhood. My brother later revealed the full extent of our stepfather’s control, bringing the truth into sharp focus. This revelation was both liberating and terrifying, forcing me to confront the lies and manipulations that had defined my past.

Suddenly, I found myself questioning everything. Who was I without these imposed narratives? This painful process pushed me to seek a path of honesty, autonomy, and freedom—concepts that felt foreign but increasingly vital to my well-being. Amid this struggle for identity and independence, I encountered Bitcoin, though I wouldn’t fully grasp its significance until years later.

An Unexpected Introduction to Bitcoin and Returning to the Struggles of Daily Life

In 2012, during a trip to Thailand, I met a Russian friend, Victor. Amid the colorful chaos of Bangkok, Victor spoke passionately about a strange, new digital currency called Bitcoin. Skeptical yet intrigued, I decided to buy four Bitcoin, following his encouragement. But back home, the stresses of daily life soon consumed me again, and I forgot about Bitcoin entirely. It seemed like a distant, almost irrelevant experiment.

Back in the routines of everyday life, I faced familiar struggles. I struggled to find work that felt meaningful, a job where my ideas were valued and my contributions acknowledged. The pressures to conform, to fit into a world that didn’t resonate with my true self, left me feeling trapped and restless. I felt like a slave to routines that drained my spirit. Each day felt like a battle against an invisible force that kept me from the freedom I craved. Eventually, this frustration led me down a darker path.

Falling into Darkness and Hitting a Personal Turning Point

The daily grind, coupled with unresolved pain from my family’s revelations, drove me toward unhealthy habits. I began using drugs, drinking, and letting negativity grow until it filled every corner of my life. I was slipping into a spiral, struggling to find anything that felt worthwhile. Then one Monday morning, in the depths of my struggle, I found myself under the influence of cocaine, sitting on a bench as parents walked their children to school. In that moment, the reality of my life hit me hard. I saw myself clearly, and it was devastating. I realized I was a stranger to the person I wanted to become. That was my rock bottom.

From that day forward, I vowed to make serious changes. I swore off hard drugs and began to search for something real, something that would connect me to a purpose beyond temporary escape. It was the beginning of a painful but essential transformation, a process of reclaiming my life and redefining my future. This journey of healing ultimately led me to reconnect with an old friend who would help me see Bitcoin in a way I never had before.

Reconnecting with an Old Friend and Rediscovering Bitcoin’s True Potential

As I began to focus on my growth, I reconnected with Leon Wankum, a friend from my primary school days, who, coincidentally, also knew Victor from Thailand. During our conversations, I opened up about my journey, sharing how I had changed since the darkness of my past. Our talks naturally led to Bitcoin, which I had forgotten about since my time in Thailand. Leon, however, had dedicated himself to understanding Bitcoin deeply, and he shared his insights with a passion that rekindled my own interest.

Leon’s explanations were transformative. With his philosophical perspective, he explained Bitcoin as more than a currency; he saw it as a vehicle for autonomy, a tool that could offer financial freedom and, perhaps, spiritual independence. In many ways, he became like an ancient Greek teacher, guiding me through the layers of Bitcoin’s philosophy. Under Leon’s mentorship, I began to grasp the depth of Bitcoin—not just its value as an asset, but its potential to change how we engage with power, control, and freedom. Talking to him felt like stepping into a new world, one where each principle of Bitcoin aligned with my personal journey toward independence and truth.

Finding Freedom in Bitcoin’s Decentralized Philosophy

The more I learned, the more Bitcoin resonated with me. I began to see how its principles of decentralization and transparency paralleled my own desire to break free from the control and illusions of my past. Bitcoin operated beyond the reach of traditional institutions and power structures, and I wanted my life to reflect that same freedom. Just as Bitcoin exists independently, governed only by its own transparent network, I realized I could structure my life based on my values, free from the influence of my family’s secrets.

Over time, I also discovered a deeper, almost spiritual connection to Bitcoin’s “frequency”—the steady rhythm of its time chain, the immutable records of its transactions, the stability amid volatility. This frequency mirrored my own quest for resilience and autonomy. I began to view decentralization not just as a financial principle but as a personal one, a way to root myself in my own truth, free from the dependence and darkness of my past.

Embracing New Routines and Personal Growth Through Bitcoin’s Philosophy

Inspired by Bitcoin’s principles, I started building routines that aligned with my new mindset. I took control of my finances, setting long-term goals and learning the value of patience and discipline. Bitcoin’s commitment to transparency reminded me of the importance of honesty and clarity in my relationships, while its decentralization taught me the power of autonomy and self-trust.

I also found myself letting go of anything that didn’t support my vision of a free, authentic life. My old habits faded as I built a future based on values of resilience and independence. I was no longer willing to compromise or live according to someone else’s expectations. Every aspect of my life began to reflect my dedication to freedom, transparency, and personal responsibility.

The Spiritual Connection of Bitcoin’s Frequency and Looking to the Future

As I continued my journey, I realized that Bitcoin’s “frequency” had become a guiding resonance in my life. The rhythm of Bitcoin’s timechain mirrored my own growth, teaching me to find balance and stability within myself. I felt that, just as Bitcoin’s decentralized structure allowed it to exist independently, I, too, could live in alignment with my own values and truths. This frequency of life—this resonance of freedom and authenticity—has come to define not just my journey with Bitcoin but my journey with myself.

Now, as I look back, I see Bitcoin as more than a financial tool or an investment. It’s a model of resilience, a guide for choosing light over darkness, and a symbol of life’s true rhythm. Each of us has the opportunity to find our own frequency, to create a life that resonates with who we truly are. For me, Bitcoin was the key to unlocking this understanding, helping me connect my past struggles with a future built on clarity, purpose, and freedom.

In sharing my story, I hope others can see that it’s never too late to find their own path. Whether through Bitcoin or another journey, each of us has the power to tune into what truly matters and build a life that aligns with our deepest values. It’s a journey that requires courage and resilience, but in the end, it leads us closer to our true selves.

This story is just one part of where I’m headed. There’s so much more I’m working toward, so many more lessons and connections to be made. If any of this resonates with you, maybe it’s because we’re all trying to find a little bit of freedom and authenticity in our lives. And if my journey inspires you to find your own path, that’s even better.

This is just the beginning, and I’m grateful to share it. If you’re into this, feel free to share it too. We’re all on this ride together.

Mick Henssler 🕷️🕸️

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