Jennifer Trouble on Nostr: i never feel more autistic than when i try and explain something to someone very ...

i never feel more autistic than when i try and explain something to someone very carefully in plain, unambiguous language, and they don't like the answer and keep saying "what does that mean" and all i can do is repeat the same careful explanation until i start doing it faster and louder until i push myself to the edge of a panic attack not understanding why they don't understand what i'm saying.