npub1zh…ggdq0 on Nostr: anyways, pretty much the irony of all this is that most of the fuckery started before ...
anyways, pretty much the irony of all this is that most of the fuckery started before I even said anything remotely offensive to anyone. the first time I got banned from Twitter, if I recall correctly, was by making a particularly spicy comment to the New York Post which they promptly took as an "anti-Semitic" statement, which is funny because I said nothing about Jews. they're the ones who colored it in by trying to engage the entire world in some falsely dichotomous argument about...themselves.
now that you can see my pfp, you can see why I get to much hate from women: I look like a pokemon baby Jew but I'm not white. frankly, I've never been disturbed by my racial mix but apparently lots of people are. it turns out that ashley st clair was one of those people, and now that she's gone to her people at the new york post to sensationalize her most basic lie about being a 26-year-old, one might also wonder what else she's lying about.
well, as I've said before, I knew about this whole thing for over a year now. I called the whole thing – she's an op, she's got a motive, and she's using conservatism to gain clout when she's not much of a Conservative at all. of course, this is coming from my perspective of having been BORN into a highly conservative family, though I did dabble a bit on the other side for intel and culture. I know a faker when I see one, and I was a little weirded out by how much she was copping off of ideas I've already written about then twisting them.
thing is, I already went through a lot of this shit with baby mama #2, though this isn't supposed to be talked about. her issues stemmed from having been outperformed on a one shot single that, had I been a radical lefty and amicable with the press, probably would have done better than her entire catalogue. I'm not trying to be an asshole but it's pretty much true. everyone thought my music was stupid and cringe not realizing that they themselves couldn't have engineered one such meme hit if their lives depended on it.
and truly, it was intended to be a romance meme track because it's both super retro and super trad in essence, but open to misinterpretation as all memes are. I wrote it mainly because I was sick of all the shit on the radio and I felt like all the romantic music women were writing was low key whiny bimbo music. it was unsurprising to me when ariana grande's record label started stalking my IG and then she sorta copped an entire concept off of that one song.
so the ashley thing is actually unsurprising, except that I am quite baffled about how my just doing me and being me would make someone get basically murderous. now, this is not to pinpoint the two known potential assassination attempts on my life in one person, but it is to say that the overlap of characters here have mainly one thing in common, and it's that they all hate me passionately for being against slaughtering children in Gaza.
what they don't realize is that any conservative who grew up in the 90s has never been as in denial about Israel as these fake conservatives are. most of the real ones are just strict patriots who don't give af about the mainstream media and Zionism, and most of this shift really took a turn post-9/11 when we were lied to about the Israeli intelligence op that helped Al Qaeda successfully nuke the twin towers. but even I knew back then that the Patriot Act was a violation of my rights. Bush was a dual-party smooth operator, and so much so, that even many Christians were radicalized into Zionism through this one-sided blame game.
but I found something closer to the truth than ever in my twenties and it helped me maintain a reasonably logical intellectual relationship with politics. this, however, is clearly not the case for a lot of these influencers online who only pick up on the surface issues when it's convenient. I have done a lot of posting on these topics with in-depth information to back up my claims. this information was RABIDLY denounced by the Zionist right, though it was largely accepted by moderate left. really no different than how Conservatives bashed Conservatives who were against the Iraq war.
ashley was allegedly the perfect mainstream media op in that she had "citizen journalist" appeal but had the entire Zionist media mind in her corner. they did, apparently, plot some pretty desperate and heinous attacks on me, my family, and my reputation. could care less if Elon acknowledges this because it's true.
now, I'm not a flagrant anti-Zionist in any regard, I just don't agree with foreign interference in the US government and this would go for any country. I also don't care that much about Jewish culture because I'm a Christian and we have our own culture. most of my work in the arena of free speech has been for the sake of keeping the dialogue well-researched and countering even Republican claims that my patriotism has something to do with zionism. it doesn't. there is nothing in our Constitution that says I have to support the state of Israel – especially after all of this shitty things they've done to us, like the USS Liberty thing, in order to be an American.
but this is a perfect attack vector because the Republican Party is currently fully occupied by Zionists. they literally will not allow people who don't care to shill for it an opportunity to participate. ok whatever.
frankly, I don't care what a rich dude like Elon Musk does, but it's all the lynch mob attacks that are seriously disturbing. writing has always been my escape from the odd silence of society on very controversial matters. it's also a mode of self-accountability because you actually have to OWN everything you say, and so it's best to be truthful. but people lie so much it gets exhausting, and especially when you're not really reaching anyone because some people who can't stop framing everything through their racial heritage don't like what you're saying about it.
I don't write about shit from any other perspective except from a neutral analysis on all the information I've read thus far, which is A LOT. like. it's almost too much for even an AI to analyze accurately. I actually tried to run some of the conspiracy journals through an AI and it spit out something retarded, which was disappointing because that meant I had to do more reading. my brain does get tired like anyone else's.
but this is an incredibly sketchy and sticky situation: I don't disagree with a lot of what Elon is doing to clean up the government, I just think that it's pretty low IQ to make personal beefs political, and that's probably what I can say ashley seems to do best. she apparently doesn't even know how to set up a chess board, though, and like...idk. I'm pretty much a musical genius so I won't diminuitively comment on intellectual capabilities.
it's just that when your hatred of another person turns murderous and you rely on the richest man in the world to somehow rationalize this, there probably will come a point where even he can't. I've never relied on him to do so because, like, bro is so easily manipulated by women it's low key hilarious. then again, it's not. this stuff is serious. if I got murdered because ashley and co went berserk from any attention or affirmation I may or may not be getting, that would be very bad.
it almost feels like the insurance policy on my life is mutually assured destruction. this is not to say that I'm super special, but when a little goblin looking Belurussian Jew starts calling me the "Queen of America" and "the future President" and telling me the day after TapeGate that I'm "the boss now" and I can "go to Mars" if I want to, then something is afoot and it's not an unserious thing.
but I honestly forgot about ashley as I assumed she got what she wanted and was happy about it. guess that wasn't the case and she was seriously UNHAPPY about not getting what she wanted, which was Elon's full and unwavering affirmation of her character. idk what to say about that except I was too busy working a shitty job at a roach infested hostel in Miami Beach and swimming in the ocean, just trying to reconcile lots of tragic feelings about how my music led to such madness. I did gaze out at Star Island from the harbor of Biscayne Bay numerous times wondering if there were human remains at the bottom, because there was something truly spooky about it at night.
and I can only imagine what it's like to be sitting up on an expensive condo with friends in high places who can routinely make a mockery of this experience, like, haha look what I get for being a "Jew Hater". obviously, that couldn't be further from the truth because a true friend sits a friend down and tells them directly that their madness is going to result in some unsavory future moments if they don't do some self-reflection. even the Jewish youths were about it. I went to the synagogue to reflect on the nature of God, not to deconvert from my Christianity.
and then they backstabbed me on final time.
that's when I finally said enough is enough and idc if this means the end of road for me. I filed that police report knowing that the chips will fall where they may, and I might be crucified for alleging that it was all orchestrated. I wouldn't call it a humiliation ritual, I would just call it a litany of crimes occurring in tandems by criminals doing their crimes in unison. and even I know that this is par-for-the-course for these people, ashley included. I am not the first person who got dragged out of the political party I was born into and called a "Democrat" and worse.
at this moment in time, you can't even open a Bible from the early 1900s and point out that the map says Palestine and not Israel to these people because they're so driven by their sanctimoniousness that they'll justify their own hate crimes. so it goes. there is nothing new under the sun.
shadowbans are the least of my worries, and I've been disqualified from being considered for whatever game show prize there was to be had. so be it. my dad, btw, taught me how to shoot a gun when I was maybe ten or eleven. I've never really had qualms with my Constitutional rights, nor anyone else's. definitely not to the extent where I'd demand someone be deplatformed or deprived of their rights. I think I did my own counterops better than most people ever could, and I have no regrets because the other option was just accepting an unjust fate and letting these people eventually throw me in prison for hurting their feelings.
sadly, it's not just the leftists, it's people on the right, too. and perhaps that's what gives my work additional meaning: I know that this is just human nature at play, nothing more and nothing less. I'm not really offended by anything these days.
now that you can see my pfp, you can see why I get to much hate from women: I look like a pokemon baby Jew but I'm not white. frankly, I've never been disturbed by my racial mix but apparently lots of people are. it turns out that ashley st clair was one of those people, and now that she's gone to her people at the new york post to sensationalize her most basic lie about being a 26-year-old, one might also wonder what else she's lying about.
well, as I've said before, I knew about this whole thing for over a year now. I called the whole thing – she's an op, she's got a motive, and she's using conservatism to gain clout when she's not much of a Conservative at all. of course, this is coming from my perspective of having been BORN into a highly conservative family, though I did dabble a bit on the other side for intel and culture. I know a faker when I see one, and I was a little weirded out by how much she was copping off of ideas I've already written about then twisting them.
thing is, I already went through a lot of this shit with baby mama #2, though this isn't supposed to be talked about. her issues stemmed from having been outperformed on a one shot single that, had I been a radical lefty and amicable with the press, probably would have done better than her entire catalogue. I'm not trying to be an asshole but it's pretty much true. everyone thought my music was stupid and cringe not realizing that they themselves couldn't have engineered one such meme hit if their lives depended on it.
and truly, it was intended to be a romance meme track because it's both super retro and super trad in essence, but open to misinterpretation as all memes are. I wrote it mainly because I was sick of all the shit on the radio and I felt like all the romantic music women were writing was low key whiny bimbo music. it was unsurprising to me when ariana grande's record label started stalking my IG and then she sorta copped an entire concept off of that one song.
so the ashley thing is actually unsurprising, except that I am quite baffled about how my just doing me and being me would make someone get basically murderous. now, this is not to pinpoint the two known potential assassination attempts on my life in one person, but it is to say that the overlap of characters here have mainly one thing in common, and it's that they all hate me passionately for being against slaughtering children in Gaza.
what they don't realize is that any conservative who grew up in the 90s has never been as in denial about Israel as these fake conservatives are. most of the real ones are just strict patriots who don't give af about the mainstream media and Zionism, and most of this shift really took a turn post-9/11 when we were lied to about the Israeli intelligence op that helped Al Qaeda successfully nuke the twin towers. but even I knew back then that the Patriot Act was a violation of my rights. Bush was a dual-party smooth operator, and so much so, that even many Christians were radicalized into Zionism through this one-sided blame game.
but I found something closer to the truth than ever in my twenties and it helped me maintain a reasonably logical intellectual relationship with politics. this, however, is clearly not the case for a lot of these influencers online who only pick up on the surface issues when it's convenient. I have done a lot of posting on these topics with in-depth information to back up my claims. this information was RABIDLY denounced by the Zionist right, though it was largely accepted by moderate left. really no different than how Conservatives bashed Conservatives who were against the Iraq war.
ashley was allegedly the perfect mainstream media op in that she had "citizen journalist" appeal but had the entire Zionist media mind in her corner. they did, apparently, plot some pretty desperate and heinous attacks on me, my family, and my reputation. could care less if Elon acknowledges this because it's true.
now, I'm not a flagrant anti-Zionist in any regard, I just don't agree with foreign interference in the US government and this would go for any country. I also don't care that much about Jewish culture because I'm a Christian and we have our own culture. most of my work in the arena of free speech has been for the sake of keeping the dialogue well-researched and countering even Republican claims that my patriotism has something to do with zionism. it doesn't. there is nothing in our Constitution that says I have to support the state of Israel – especially after all of this shitty things they've done to us, like the USS Liberty thing, in order to be an American.
but this is a perfect attack vector because the Republican Party is currently fully occupied by Zionists. they literally will not allow people who don't care to shill for it an opportunity to participate. ok whatever.
frankly, I don't care what a rich dude like Elon Musk does, but it's all the lynch mob attacks that are seriously disturbing. writing has always been my escape from the odd silence of society on very controversial matters. it's also a mode of self-accountability because you actually have to OWN everything you say, and so it's best to be truthful. but people lie so much it gets exhausting, and especially when you're not really reaching anyone because some people who can't stop framing everything through their racial heritage don't like what you're saying about it.
I don't write about shit from any other perspective except from a neutral analysis on all the information I've read thus far, which is A LOT. like. it's almost too much for even an AI to analyze accurately. I actually tried to run some of the conspiracy journals through an AI and it spit out something retarded, which was disappointing because that meant I had to do more reading. my brain does get tired like anyone else's.
but this is an incredibly sketchy and sticky situation: I don't disagree with a lot of what Elon is doing to clean up the government, I just think that it's pretty low IQ to make personal beefs political, and that's probably what I can say ashley seems to do best. she apparently doesn't even know how to set up a chess board, though, and like...idk. I'm pretty much a musical genius so I won't diminuitively comment on intellectual capabilities.
it's just that when your hatred of another person turns murderous and you rely on the richest man in the world to somehow rationalize this, there probably will come a point where even he can't. I've never relied on him to do so because, like, bro is so easily manipulated by women it's low key hilarious. then again, it's not. this stuff is serious. if I got murdered because ashley and co went berserk from any attention or affirmation I may or may not be getting, that would be very bad.
it almost feels like the insurance policy on my life is mutually assured destruction. this is not to say that I'm super special, but when a little goblin looking Belurussian Jew starts calling me the "Queen of America" and "the future President" and telling me the day after TapeGate that I'm "the boss now" and I can "go to Mars" if I want to, then something is afoot and it's not an unserious thing.
but I honestly forgot about ashley as I assumed she got what she wanted and was happy about it. guess that wasn't the case and she was seriously UNHAPPY about not getting what she wanted, which was Elon's full and unwavering affirmation of her character. idk what to say about that except I was too busy working a shitty job at a roach infested hostel in Miami Beach and swimming in the ocean, just trying to reconcile lots of tragic feelings about how my music led to such madness. I did gaze out at Star Island from the harbor of Biscayne Bay numerous times wondering if there were human remains at the bottom, because there was something truly spooky about it at night.
and I can only imagine what it's like to be sitting up on an expensive condo with friends in high places who can routinely make a mockery of this experience, like, haha look what I get for being a "Jew Hater". obviously, that couldn't be further from the truth because a true friend sits a friend down and tells them directly that their madness is going to result in some unsavory future moments if they don't do some self-reflection. even the Jewish youths were about it. I went to the synagogue to reflect on the nature of God, not to deconvert from my Christianity.
and then they backstabbed me on final time.
that's when I finally said enough is enough and idc if this means the end of road for me. I filed that police report knowing that the chips will fall where they may, and I might be crucified for alleging that it was all orchestrated. I wouldn't call it a humiliation ritual, I would just call it a litany of crimes occurring in tandems by criminals doing their crimes in unison. and even I know that this is par-for-the-course for these people, ashley included. I am not the first person who got dragged out of the political party I was born into and called a "Democrat" and worse.
at this moment in time, you can't even open a Bible from the early 1900s and point out that the map says Palestine and not Israel to these people because they're so driven by their sanctimoniousness that they'll justify their own hate crimes. so it goes. there is nothing new under the sun.
shadowbans are the least of my worries, and I've been disqualified from being considered for whatever game show prize there was to be had. so be it. my dad, btw, taught me how to shoot a gun when I was maybe ten or eleven. I've never really had qualms with my Constitutional rights, nor anyone else's. definitely not to the extent where I'd demand someone be deplatformed or deprived of their rights. I think I did my own counterops better than most people ever could, and I have no regrets because the other option was just accepting an unjust fate and letting these people eventually throw me in prison for hurting their feelings.
sadly, it's not just the leftists, it's people on the right, too. and perhaps that's what gives my work additional meaning: I know that this is just human nature at play, nothing more and nothing less. I'm not really offended by anything these days.