Sid🎨 on Nostr: finally asked her if my end of the relationship could be open. A formality seeing as ...

finally asked her if my end of the relationship could be open. A formality seeing as how the relationship is ending and all.

It's just that I never wanted this. So it's hard to reach out and take it even if it's a sure thing.

Also a nice, really sexy person chatted me up and may want to make a plan. I'm sad and scared, but I want some kind of connection with someone in the worst way. Trying not to let that desire cloud my judgment