~vidak :emacs: on Nostr: i have been reflecting a lot on this weird relationship with god i have had since i ...
i have been reflecting a lot on this weird relationship with god i have had since i was a child.
the bizarre thing is, it is a fact that i cannot remember a time before 'believing' in god. i remember a time after, though.
it was a deliberate choice. it felt very cold and clinical, but it also brought with it a whole variety of new and fascinating experiences.
i wonder at scientific discoveries like quantum mechanics, and biological evolution. i think they're fucking awesome.
it feels like after i failed with this last romantic relationship... i just feel a presence that i need in order to let me know it's okay to be alone right now.
i have said this to a few of you, but i feel like i am destined for something that i feel would be higher for myself than romantic love.
i dunno. this is just a realisation that i have had. i feel kind of happy and mysterious again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JA0VfqtIK_A
the bizarre thing is, it is a fact that i cannot remember a time before 'believing' in god. i remember a time after, though.
it was a deliberate choice. it felt very cold and clinical, but it also brought with it a whole variety of new and fascinating experiences.
i wonder at scientific discoveries like quantum mechanics, and biological evolution. i think they're fucking awesome.
it feels like after i failed with this last romantic relationship... i just feel a presence that i need in order to let me know it's okay to be alone right now.
i have said this to a few of you, but i feel like i am destined for something that i feel would be higher for myself than romantic love.
i dunno. this is just a realisation that i have had. i feel kind of happy and mysterious again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JA0VfqtIK_A