ninja8tyu on Nostr: i got a job interview again, and did a little refresher on interviews but i still ...

i got a job interview again, and did a little refresher on interviews

but i still don't want to work...

i'm so tired of having to service other people, after having to deal with shitty coworkers and the absurdity of humanity, i really do not want to

it's what might sustain me once i get it, but...

i feel distracted and torn apart again, i just want to focus on my visual novel even if it fails and it won't turn me into a millionaire overnight

i don't want to deal with dealing with other people, working, being tired, eating unwell, treated like shit for no reason...

i'll have to deal with that anyway throughout my life, why the fuck can't i decide how much i'm willing to put up with today without costing me my life and well-being