🌼 Dagnabbit, Pascaline! 🌼 on Nostr: After total health crash on my birthday yesterday, I decided to retry. Since my first ...

After total health crash on my birthday yesterday, I decided to retry.
Since my first gift was a ruptured vein in my eye (now beet red blood-filled) I don't feel like gardening centre.

Plan: open Those Boxes tonight.
Prepare a yummy meal.
Clean.

But last night, for the first time in my life, I sighed on the phone with my mother:
"I think it would be nice to have someone who would sometimes take care of me and love me."
I was always independent. BUT.
I am conflicted now.
But: boxes! Yummy meal!