Alpha Kilo Papa on Nostr: npub1ypfcr…utsp5 Hasn't closed, I can move up there whenever I want. Honestly I'm ...

npub1ypfcrd4k5ryzlcg8jmdvgrlk29ladfe27z7c2aaq8lvmks6drwqqautsp5 (npub1ypf…tsp5) Hasn't closed, I can move up there whenever I want. Honestly I'm not really sure what to do with my life now. I can do whatever I want, my home is paid off and I dont date. But I kinda don't want to do anything and that makes me feel like a piece of shit. Moving up N was gonna give me more to focus on, a job to do. I fear if I stay here much longer I'm gonna waste away. I have 0 motivation, lost as much weight as my body can, my house is a shitshow. But I have no reason to change.