ζ ellievibezsad ΘΔ on Nostr: roxymaxxing gal i have no/low empathy/sympathy/compasion but i pretend like i care ...
roxymaxxing gal (npub1lm7…nmp3) i have no/low empathy/sympathy/compasion but i pretend like i care abt others problems and it just is so draining.
im not a good individual and honestly im probably just a waste of space.
i appreciate your words but i feel like if i accept them then ill be an arrogant asshole who is just trying to find a way to be "normal" idk.
i wish it could all just stop but again thx for the response ill take it into consideration!!!!
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