Roni Laukkarinen on Nostr: One thing I for some reason lack of is a musical self-esteem. It comes from the ...

One thing I for some reason lack of is a musical self-esteem. It comes from the insecurities of my childhood. Also some of the negative feedback I've received stuck to me forever, like the music teacher's comments that he will cut my finger off if I play the drums right or a bully who said I can't sing.

This is why I play piano, synth, guitar and sing on my own. I never let my voice be heard.

As a #Streetgazer I have released 11 songs in total over the years. I have 84 drafts I have never releasd.

This unmixed song is one of those drafts. I composed it in 2019. Nobody has heard it yet, but I decided to share it for you #Mastodon folks.

Should I master it and do a proper release of it? Or toss it?

#Music #MusicProduction

https://media.mementomori.social/media_attachments/files/110/322/456/734/403/826/original/3782add7687eb778.mp3