Nekobit on Nostr: everyone loves to say haha schizopilled quirky lol schizo (stfu nigger) but for a ...

everyone loves to say haha schizopilled quirky lol schizo (stfu nigger) but for a good while now i actually have been having / noticing a shit ton of the symptoms (mainly the erratic out-of-order thinking, had this since i was younger but more noticable now ESPECIALLY when talking to people at work), even to a degree things like hearing things and seeing things in the corner of my eye and just being frozen (i have no clue if the "hearing/seeing things" is due to how our brain recognizes patterns or if i actually solidly see things for a good amount of time)

obviously i have my own set of mental issues im sure youd think in a teenage white girl. dunno if i should see a doctor tho (at least yet because i know this kind of thing onsets later) , i dont remember shit from when i took a psych class. I could also just be having psychotic episodes (???) where i kind of mentally break down like that but not really a symtom of an underlying issue.