RichardKuklinskisIcyGlare on Nostr: Happiness is a fleeting emotion 😏 wouldn't do is any good to be continuously happy ...
Happiness is a fleeting emotion 😏 wouldn't do is any good to be continuously happy because then we wouldn't even realize that we were without the contrast of unhappiness. I think we should strive for contentment, that's longer lasting if you can defend it. I think when I wake up in the middle of the night like that I can really see the futility in everything and it's gotten a lot worse. My personal situation is excruciating in the sense that I don't have anybody in my life except for my mom who's hard to be around a lot of the time due to her always being excessively stressed about every little thing which makes me have terrible anxiety all the time. Her and the boomer dude she married take life entirely too seriously and are just constantly aggravated and stressed about everything, makes me antsy and I get why my brother cut everyone off. It's hard to tolerate. But the most important people in my life have all stepped out and will probably never see them again. My real dad who's never been much of a dad at all, my son who barely texts me back and lives on the other side of the country, and my woman who's made herself impossible to be with for one reason or another. It's like alright, I'm ready to die now there's nothing left to hang onto and not worth the daily struggles of life anymore. There's no incentive to do so
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