DebonaireToast 🎵 on Nostr: i know what i can do musically, and i went to school to be able to carry not just my ...

i know what i can do musically, and i went to school to be able to carry not just my own weight, but the weight of polishing and publishing the product.

i know how to do more than just make sounds, and really struggled to get any kind of respect from people who positioned themselves as collaborators or helpers.

that's been the biggest struggle - but i'm going about it differently now. i've erased all thoughts of style, aesthetic, and yes.. even prestige or access.