1440000bytes on Nostr: I had lot of enthusiasm in 2017 when price went up. I don't feel it anymore and think ...

I had lot of enthusiasm in 2017 when price went up.

I don't feel it anymore and think bitcoin is dead if it remains a speculated asset being traded by trusted third parties.

I don't know. I feel very emotional about it because I can't see something being captured by governments I used for payments on darknet.