Abandoned America on Nostr: I feel in many ways I have been surrounded by people who are so much better than me: ...

I feel in many ways I have been surrounded by people who are so much better than me: people who are kinder, more generous, more patient, more supportive. People who I've never met, in some cases, who help me through our many tough times with encouragement and love I often don't feel I deserve. But it keeps me focused on improving, trying to be worth it. I'm lucky to have that. We struggle a lot but that's what keeps me going. I'm lucky to have it. I never forget that.