RationalizedInsanity on Nostr: nprofile1q…rmkea I am really good at suppressing my tics because of trauma I went ...

nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnddaehgu3wwp6kyqpqs992rzpth6q2gt6qrpyc233g0pqvpuc3j0kwtejfznljp6jau43qermkea (nprofile…mkea) I am really good at suppressing my tics because of trauma I went through. The resulting pain and discomfort was more tolerable than the consequences I would get for having an outburst or doing something weird, because my dad was obsessed with family image.

But when I went into adult life it got worse and I was in massive emotional, and physical pain I didn't understand all the time from not letting myself tic.

It's a lot easier to deal with now that I know what's wrong.