milkposter on Nostr: teto if i saw an awful person in front of me, i would probably hurt them. i still ...

teto (nprofile…kz2s) if i saw an awful person in front of me, i would probably hurt them.
i still have some anger issues, i can control it much better now and i have a conviction of justice which keeps me calm, but something like a nonce or something in that league will probably end up with me going for kill on sight tbh, especially if i see them in the act.

of course if someone initiated a fight with me or i'm in a self defense situation, yeah i would hit them, but i have to always put the goal of not being in threat anymore as opposed to me using that as an excuse to take it out on someone.

i am only allowed to fight when a certain requirement has been met.

i never killed a person before, and i don't ever plan to.
i have grown much from when i was younger, i have to acknowledge i probably would have killed that one kid if there wasn't an adult that stopped me early on.

i think my street fights has built a much better relationship with violence, now i do it out of competition and i don't hate the person i'm fighting.

yeah i know this sounds a bit cringe but it is what it is