Ryan Castellucci :nonbinary_flag: on Nostr: Prior to Dan's death, the last person I was close to who I lost was my grandfather in ...
Prior to Dan's death, the last person I was close to who I lost was my grandfather in 2004, and at least I knew that was coming (skin cancer). Before that, my grandmother in 1994. Losing her was really hard. After my grandfather passed I remember being utterly distraught for a week or so, but not much else.
Maybe that extended reprise from grief left me especially vulnerable.
I don't know.
But I still cry most of the time when I think about Dan.
And then two suicides last year.
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