senanthic on Nostr: tomorrow is the getting-ready day. Thursday is The Day. I will be gone for a bit, I ...

tomorrow is the getting-ready day. Thursday is The Day. I will be gone for a bit, I expect, depending on how I feel (I expect to feel rough). just gonna gather up all this rage and fear and shove it down into the couch cushions.

I appreciate well-wishes but I would also appreciate not being told to think positive thoughts. the best-case scenario for me right now involves a lot of pain and trauma, and "think positive" is not how I want to cope with that.