Maria The Martian :ablobglitch: on Nostr: Warning: Exhausted emotional rant/venting I've been working really hard. Really, ...

Warning: Exhausted emotional rant/venting

I've been working really hard. Really, really hard.

The past two days I've been working at top speed and taking late lunches because several fuckwits have called in/ not showed up for work.

I am physically, mentally and spiritually exhausted.

I was so hoping to chat with my boyfriend this evening but he lives in another country and he is asleep now because it's very late there.

I'm not upset with him. He needs to sleep, just like I do.

I'm just sad, lonely and exhausted.

This is so hard. I love my job but I hate that it steals time away from the best and most wonderful relationship of my life.

I miss him with every cell in my body.

All I want is to curl up against his chest and breathe in his smell.

crying into my glass of Malbec

I guess I'll just drink wine and watch a movie
until I pass out.

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